Hallelujah!

A few years ago, I made a list of things that I wanted to do in this lifetime. On it, I included things that were possible, things that were improbable, and things that were highly unlikely.

On the "highly unlikely" list was seeing Leonard Cohen in concert. At the time I made the list, he was living in a Buddhist monastery in Los Angeles, and it really didn't look like a concert was going to happen any time soon.

My first introduction to Leonard Cohen's music was, unfortunately, Jennifer Warne's album Famous Blue Raincoat when I was in high school. I'll be honest -- her voice drives me nuts -- but I thought the lyrics were really, really interesting. And then I headed off to university where I took a degree in English Literature (including lots of Canadian poetry), and I had a boyfriend who believed that Leonard Cohen was a total genius. And he is a genius. (Leonard Cohen -- not the boyfriend. Although the boyfriend would say both.) I believe that everyone comes into our lives for a reason, and one of only two good things to come out of that relationship is my love of Leonard Cohen. (The other is that I wound up becoming the deliriously-happy wife of the owner of the computer store we used to frequent. But I digress.)

Well, Leonard Cohen is coming to New Brunswick. The tickets are a little pricey for a girl trying to go back to school, but it's LEONARD COHEN.

In my ultimate dream, I'd be seeing him at the Imperial Theatre here in Saint John. In fact, I think I have actually had that dream, and part of me is still holding out a teensy shred of hope. But in the meantime, I'm pricing accommodations in Fredericton for the night of May 11.

Sunday

So, I treated myself to a package of Prang Watercolours the other day. So far, I have opened them. I have looked at how beautiful they are. And I've been terrified of them. But aren't they pretty?

I'm not going to mention the weather. Let's just focus on the Spring Countdown to the left and ignore the window. And, while we're at it, let's not be bitter that Mother Nature looks like she's going to give me an icestorm for my birthday.

(I really have to work on that "not being bitter" thing, eh? *grin*)

I finally bought Duran Duran's latest offering, Red Carpet Massacre, tonight. I'm on my second trip through it, and I think I like it. It sounds a lot more like their early work than anything they're released in a long time. I'm a big fan of the more haunting, atmospheric stuff in their discography, but this is really working for me.

Hubby and I took the pupster up to Bark Park today, and she had a good time with Jack, Wally and Jasper. But with the recent 15 cm of That-Which-We-Will-Not-Mention that we had to schlep through to get there, I'm guessing we humans will both be a little sore tomorrow. Even Piper got tired quickly.

In like a lion, they say. Yee-ha. *grin*

A tad eclectic

So, I went a little nuts at iTunes and I'm now having a blast, dancing around my office/studio and scaring the cats.

My purchases included works by Josh Groban, Harry Belafonte, Duran Duran, Michael Bublé, Depeche Mode, and my new favourite "kick-ass" song, the "NorthxNWest Remix" of "Hey Big Spender" by Shirley Bassey.

"Wouldn't you like to know what's goin' on in my mind?"

Oh, yeah.

I'm currently dancing to ...

"Diamonds Are a Girl's Best Friend"

(And my cats are frightened.)

Speaking of old videos ...

In the spirit of the season (Halloween coming and all), I decided to search for my favourite creepy Duran Duran video of all time. (No comments from the peanut gallery. Yes, dear hubby, this means you.)

Anyway, this video made me exclaim aloud in English class while studying Romeo and Juliet.

Duran Duran: (Waiting for the) Nightboat

Try it. You'll like it.

While doing a spooky video search, I decided to relive old times with Michael Jackson's Thriller. And then I stumbled across this little gem:

Lego Thriller

Yes, it is exactly what it sounds like. If you're impatient to see the zombie dance, it's around 8:15 or so. But the whole thing is funny. :)

Domo Arigato, Mr. Roboto ...

You know the day is off to a good retro start when I find myself waking up from a dream about machines taking over the world. Seriously.

Not really sure what brought this on, but I was doing my usual daily perusal of Entertainment Weekly's website, and I stumbled across a list of songs from 1983 being re-reviewed. Suddenly I'm thinking back to grade seven and lo! That weird video comes flooding back to me, neatly interspersing scenes from last night's bad dream.

I've really got to lay off the Diet Pepsi before bed. Seriously.

Finally I understand.

I have five ex-boyfriends:

Number One was the "tragic young love" chapter of the story of my life. He and I reconnected last summer, and occasionally email one another. It's kind of a warm mix between nostalgia and pals, and I'm glad to be talking to him again. The girl he knew is nowhere to be found, but the one who's here now still appreciates his wry sense of humour and the fact that he's just plain "good people".

Number Two and Number Three were the one-two punch of the "what the hell was I thinking?"-rebound from Number One.

Number Four was the "near-miss". We were together for three years and everyone around us was pushing us to get married. Fortunately by the time Number Four decided to go chase someone else (without bothering to liberate me first), I'd realized there was no way I was going to spend the rest of my life with this person.

Number Five graduated to Husband and next month marks our tenth wedding anniversary.

Today I was thinking. I firmly believe that every experience we have in our all-too-brief lives contains a lesson -- something for us to learn and carry with us for the rest of our lives. I used to say that Number Four's purpose in my life was to show me everything I *did not* want in a life-partner. But for years I've been thinking that there had to be more to it than that. And today, it suddenly dawned on me: Leonard Cohen.

Number Four was a bit of an "intellectual-litterati-wannabe", and, whether he knew it or not, he tended to put on airs and ideas and quotations like most people wear clothes. There was a lot of layering going on there, so that he would seem So Much More for every occasion. Now, I come to neither praise nor bury Number Four, but it is important that you understand this bit of his personality so that you can fully grasp the way in which he felt he needed to educate me (the one with three-quarters of an English degree and a couple of national fiction awards under her belt) about Leonard Cohen. After all, Number Four went to McGill too. (I'll leave out the part about for how briefly and with what limited success because I'm just not feeling that bitchy. But can you tell arrogance really pisses me off?)

Anyway, Number Four introduced me to the music of Leonard Cohen, because anyone who is smart in Canada should know Leonard Cohen, and although I was too young to get beneath anything but the thin film of the surface of any of the songs, his words became a part of me in a way I can't really explain. It was as if, even as I chuckled at the morose nature of some of the lyrics, part of me knew I'd "get it" eventually, that I just needed a little more life under my belt.

And so I began to collect the music. And the poems. And today, as I sat here listening to "Various Positions" for the first time in at least seven years, sure enough, I started picking up on subtle nuances and bits of imagery I hadn't really noticed before. And the more I learn about Leonard Cohen and the more I read his thoughts on everything from poetry to spirituality, the more I wish I could just sit down and have a chat with the man. He's fascinating. He "gets life" in a way that few people really do, and I'm certain that I'd learn a lot if I ever had to opportunity to say hello and shake his hand and share a table at Java Moose. But most of all, I think I'd just want to say "thank you".

And, Number Four, I guess I owe you some thanks, too, now that I finally know what your legacy, your footprint left on my life, is. And for all my slamming of your sense of self-importance in this post, I really have no hard feelings. I have the wrinkles and the grey hairs enough to know now why you were the way you were.